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Overview

Junior led a late-night stakeout and takedown of a suspected rat, then returned to his parents’ house to face his father’s scorn. Restless and thinking of Lauren, he resolved to win her back with a meaningful gesture. Discovering the high school diary he stole from Kelly’s room, Junior formed a plan to recreate Lauren’s fantasies. A fresh Me4U exchange from Lauren intensified his determination to get back to her.

Summary

Junior opened the chapter fixated on Lauren and their night at Velvet’s voyeur room, even as he sat cramped in the back of an unmarked van on a stakeout with Alec and several of their father’s men. The crew bantered crudely about relationships after Alec hinted that Junior was tangled up with a woman; Junior denied it, but the men offered unsolicited advice ranging from apologies and gifts to grand gestures and even proposals. The chatter ended when Stefan radioed that the target—an internal rat—was arriving.

On Stefan’s cue, Enzo opened the doors and the team swarmed out, ambushing the target before he reached his door. Junior had ordered the team to keep the man alive per Lorenzo’s instructions. The operation ended quickly and successfully, though not without a physical struggle.

Hours later, at the family home, Junior returned from showering with bloodstained clothes and encountered his father, who criticized him for getting messy and called him an amateur, then demanded Junior be present for breakfast. Seething, Junior considered his future and the need to break free of his father’s control. He weighed blackmailing his father using accumulated dirt but recognized he first needed clean, independent income, especially if he hoped to someday provide for Lauren.

In his room, Junior retrieved a hidden stash beneath a floorboard and pulled out Lauren’s floral high school diary, which he had stolen from Kelly’s room the night he planted drugs on Kelly. Spurred by the crew’s talk of grand gestures, he reread entries about the fireworks night and Lauren’s fantasies, including one where they meet at the neighborhood arcade and she performs oral sex in a photo booth while the camera snaps pictures. He felt renewed guilt for how he later hurt her but also saw the diary as a roadmap to reclaim those memories.

As his plan coalesced to recreate Lauren’s fantasies to earn her forgiveness, Junior received a Me4U photo message from Lauren: explicit images with captions suggesting she felt slutty and wished his hands were on her. He tipped her and grew more determined to see her again and make good on the fantasies recorded in her diary.

Who Appears

  • Junior
    narrator; leads the ambush on a suspected rat, clashes internally with his father’s control, retrieves Lauren’s stolen high school diary, and plans a grand gesture to win her back.
  • Alec
    Junior’s brother; rides in the van, teases Junior about a woman, and participates in the operation.
  • Stefan
    Junior’s brother; provides surveillance and the “go” signal for the ambush.
  • Lorenzo (Dad)
    mob-connected father; demands the target be kept alive and belittles Junior for getting messy.
  • Vinny
    crew member; sparks crude van banter and suggests grand gestures and proposals.
  • Jimmy
    crew member; offers relationship advice, endorses apologies and gifts.
  • Enzo
    crew member; opens the van doors and joins the ambush; touts “alphas never apologize.”
  • Greg
    Junior’s brother; mentioned as occupied with handling bodies and odd jobs for their father.
  • Lauren Marchetti
    love interest; not physically present but central to Junior’s thoughts; sends explicit Me4U messages that fuel his resolve.
  • Kelly
    former friend turned betrayer of Lauren; mentioned as the person from whom Junior stole Lauren’s diary and on whom he planted drugs.
  • Unidentified rat
    target of the ambush; fought back but was captured alive per orders.
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