5 Winter

Contains spoilers

Overview

Alex Stern returns to Old Campus after the night at Payne Whitney, trying to cleanse the stench of the Veil and grappling with Darlington’s absence. She navigates dorm life with Mercy, a tense breakfast, and an unexpected mentoring offer from Head of College Marguerite Belbalm. Despite Dean Sandow’s assurance to “rest easy,” Alex remains drawn to Tara Hutchins’s murder scene and, after a drug-fueled crash and reflection, resolves to give the case one more afternoon before trying to move on.

Summary

After showering at the Hutch with verbena soap and incense to counter the Veil’s stink, Alex dresses in Lethe sweats, notes Darlington’s untouched clothes, and leaves a lamp burning before heading back to Vanderbilt. A text from Dean Sandow—“Have confabbed w Centurion. Rest easy.”—signals he will manage the murder fallout and wants Alex to stay out of sight until the new-moon rite to retrieve Darlington, now less than a week away.

In the dorm common room, Alex trades small talk with Mercy, deflecting questions about her night and accepting edited pages of her struggling Milton essay. She reflects on Mercy’s curated life, her own frayed past, and the scant belongings she has brought to Yale. Before breakfast, Alex doses herself with basso belladonna eye drops—a potent Lethe stimulant—to power through the morning.

At the Jonathan Edwards dining hall, while Mercy plots social outings, Professor Marguerite Belbalm summons Alex to her office. Alex is awed by Belbalm’s poise and precisely curated space. Over tea, Belbalm probes Alex’s aims at Yale—pressing on stability, ambition, and purpose—and cautions that Alex’s course choices look like attempts at ease rather than a path. Belbalm offers concrete help: attend her salon, finish the year strong, consider a summer job as her assistant, and enroll in a composition program to get Alex on track. Alex, exhausted from treading water without Darlington, sees the offer as a bridge to a viable future and agrees to try.

Leaving the office buoyed, Alex goes to Spanish class amid campus chatter about the “townie” murder near Payne Whitney. She notes the lack of real fear among students because the victim was not one of them. With two free hours, instead of resting, she returns to the crime scene. The police tape remains, and a news van lingers. The arrangement of streets and stakes looks familiar to her from another angle, stirring unsettling echoes of Hellie’s death and the night she and friends moved Hellie’s body.

Alex spots the Bridegroom, a haunter Gray with a visible gunshot wound, among the fewer ghosts now clustered by the gym. When he drifts toward her, she withdraws, avoiding entanglement with a spirit who can make himself felt across the Veil. The stimulant crash hits as she returns to Vanderbilt; she plans to sleep and write her report to Sandow later.

In the darkened room, thoughts of Hellie spiral into a waking vision that links Hellie to Tara—“She’s you without a second chance.” Wrestling with the urge to defer to Detective Turner and Sandow’s directive to stand down, Alex decides she cannot yet let Tara’s murder go. She reaches for the basso belladonna again, committing to spend one more afternoon pursuing Tara’s case before attempting to bury it and focus on the future Belbalm outlined.

Who Appears

  • Alex Stern
    Lethe’s Dante and Yale freshman; cleanses the Veil smell, lies smoothly to Mercy, takes basso belladonna, meets with Belbalm, revisits Tara’s crime scene, resolves to investigate one more afternoon.
  • Daniel Arlington (Darlington)
    Alex’s missing Virgil; absent but present in memory through his clothes at the Hutch and Alex’s longing.
  • Dean Sandow
    head of Lethe; texts Alex that he has conferred with Centurion and to “rest easy,” signaling he will handle the homicide and manage Lethe’s optics until the new-moon rite.
  • Mercy
    Alex’s roommate; edits Alex’s essay, plans social outings, shares news of the murder, and provides normalcy.
  • Marguerite Belbalm
    head of Jonathan Edwards College; meets Alex, questions her goals, offers mentorship, a summer assistant job, and a composition program contingent on improvement.
  • Colin Khatri
    Belbalm’s assistant (Scroll and Key member); serves tea and manages the office.
  • The Bridegroom
    haunter Gray at Payne Whitney; observed again by Alex and begins to drift toward her.
  • Hellie
    Alex’s deceased friend; appears in Alex’s memory and as a haunting internal voice that links Tara’s fate to Alex’s past.
  • Detective Abel Turner
    New Haven detective; not present but considered by Alex as the official investigator she could defer to.
  • Tara Hutchins
    murder victim at Payne Whitney; central to campus talk and Alex’s compulsion to investigate.
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